Increasing behaviors, again, real fear

We are seeing a rapid increase in behaviors.  Quite frankly, I can’t remember the last time I saw him like this.

We have warned him that if he doesn’t stop he is going to be back in the hospital.

I hate putting him there, because he likes it.  And quite frankly we shouldn’t have to hide in our own home because we are afraid of him and his behavior.  He is there for a couple of days, and then since he isn’t showing them any behaviors, they send him home.  Just because he isn’t showing behaviors doesn’t mean he is safe.  I am not a doctor, mental health professional or anything like that.  I am just a parent on the front line.

While he hasn’t done anything yet, I feel that it is a matter of time before he hurts himself, one of us or one of the pets.

According the discharge from the hospital we can bring him back if that happens.  I don’t plan to wait that long.  We need to make a major change in his medicines or something.

I don’t expect a medicinal cure.  I expect the meds to work in tandem with everything else we are doing.

Right now, nothing is working.

It is important to understand.  We don’t hate David.  He is and always will be a part of this family.  We want the best care possible.  And will move Heaven and Earth to get it.